I'm tired. Like, really, really, really, exhausted. I have a to-do list a mile long (including preparing for the impending birth of my next child), but I can't seem to accomplish any of them these days. Simple things like, packing a hospital bag or doing the dishes, feel like mountains I have to climb. So instead, I fill my days with trips to the park, running treats to school, or napping in the basement. Those require the least amount of effort and the least resistance from my kids (they always get to watch TV when I sleep). I suppose that those are my three priorities right now- playing with my kids, caring for their needs, and resting whenever possible. (I know that this next line is a straight from my slacker broken record, but I don't want to neglect my appreciation for his help.) Eric is a gem and picks up so much slack around the house, that I am finally getting over the guilt. He is the one that says, "Don't feel guilty...
At the window, she considers that She is not who she was, and she is not who she will be. She is transforming. She will be strong and resilient. She will be honest with herself and those she loves. She will have stories to tell AND when she does They will no longer shake her voice. -Kwame Alexander & NPR Community